Bad..

Just two days ago... My parents had another quarrel. But this time, it made my mum not sleep with my dad anymore as she would rather sleep without him. 

Its because of me, not studying. 

I mean... Yea i do play sometimes, but not all the time?! I do my work too. Does it mean im not ever allowed to play? Is that how my life is supposed to be?! NO i disagree completely. But my mum, hates that idea. My dad is okay with it although he gets naggy sometimes... 

But now, its my fault that the both of them are like that? Seriously? Now my dad is kind of like my mum... Forcing me to study like a crazy and insane mugger. 

They never cared abt anything else.... All they do and say is homework homework HOMEWORK... They never knew how my life was bad almost all the time in school... In primary and secondary... They always assumed that it was my fault that i didnt have friends cause of my attitude. What would they know... 

I admit... I do have a very irritated look and a bad attitude when it comes to talking to my parents or even trying to get over and done with with their scoldings... But you cant blame a child who has had enough to put up with when you nag all day abt things that is alrdy giving her a lot of pressure...