Tuesday, 29 July 2014

Sometimes dreams just dont come true...


Many people may tell you, as long as you work hard for it dreams and wishes will come true.

But it doesnt always apply. Sometimes, your wishes, no matter how hard you try, it just never comes true. Never. Or maybe its because it just never went the way it expected it to be. It may not turn out exactly like how fairytales or movies show. That special happy ending where everything turns out right. Its a lies.

Reality is a big downturn. Sometimes, you just have to learn to let go, and try and make ur life a little simpler and more fulfilling to get the day over and done with.

Dream, but dun dream too big or too detailed. 

Saturday, 26 July 2014

Did i do it right?

Sometimes... when life gives you test, major test, and you have to choose between two very important options that will affect your life drastically... what do you base it on?

1. Your happiness?
2. The morally right decision?
3. Other people's feelings and opinions?
4. Give up on both options?

For those who read my blog, its true... i am going through a phase in life like that now, and it seems that... i cant really based my decision on anything solid... sometimes i just wished someone could give me the right answer, or that i can just completely leave it out of my mind... but i cant... and i dont know how...

Thursday, 24 July 2014

Confused? very...

Imagine, one day, someone suddenly enters into ur life, and seems like the two of you can click instantly and become the best of friends. The both of you enjoy each other's company, a lot. you can talk all day without getting bored of tired of one another, and call on the phone just for fun. Doesn't it sound amazing?

But then one day, that person confesses to you. At first you were thinking, maybe it was just a joke. Maybe it was just a friendly greeting like : Hey i like you ( as a friend). As time passes by, you realize it wasnt a joke at all... and to make things worse, you are already attached. You know you should already stop this relationship from going on but, you guys are like best of friends, and just ending it that way would suck. But you still had to tell that person.

When you did, it was cool at first, everything was normal. But soon that person start saying things like: im afraid i cant control myself. And then you start to realize how deep that person's love is for you, and at this point, you really pity that person. The amount of courage this person took to confess, yet knowing that it would definitely be a rejection....

Days passed, and all of a sudden, this person stops talking to you. This person ignores all your messages, you calls, and every mean of communication. The more you try to talk to them again, the more that person distances from you. To the point where you really breakdown... and realizing, you just lost a very close friend. That person's reason for leaving: i dun wanna burden you with my feelings, you should just concentrate on the one you are attached to now.

Your mind is only filled with worrying about that person, the way that person tells u :i like you. The things that the both of you have done... soon you realize, how much that person actually means to you, and in such a short period of time, can leave such a great impact in your life.

Then you realize, you have actually fallen for this person too. But it took you longer to realize and its too late now... that person has left. And when you have to make a decision, between the one you are already attached to and the new person, you actually find it very hard to choose a path. you have not told that person about your feelings either. So you gave up on trying to get with the new person, to continue the journey with your attached partner. Yet, you are paranoid about what to do, to choose to stick to the one you are already with or follow the new person...

However, as days pass, the more you are not use to the new person's absence. You can't do anything either. Why is it so hard to make a choice? you ask yourself over and over again. But, you just cant make a decision...

What should the person do...